I have run the same 18 mile race on Long Beach Island NJ for 17 years straight and just when I think I really know how to run this race, I fall apart. I know I should be happy just to complete in the race. I know I should be happy I did well in my division and overall…but I’m not.

I look back and think, what went wrong? Well, the answer is nothing went wrong it just didn’t go as I expected. I trained correctly; I had built my endurance and even competed in the San Francisco Marathon over the summer and did pretty well. I did my speed work and trained in the heat without complaining too much. I bought new shoes and made sure they were broken in correctly before wearing them in the race. I even held back on eating junk prior to the race.

So what happened? I know for a fact that no matter how many times you compete in a distance race you never seem to get the same results with same amount of effort. Some days you just feel better. Some days you sweat less. Some days are cooler or cold or raining or heaven forbid hot and humid. Some days your stomach doesn’t feel so good and this can happen half way through the race. Some days you just don’t feel like this is going to be a good race mentally or physically.

But whatever the case maybe, you still race. You try your best to achieve whatever goal you set for yourself no matter how delusional the goal may be. It is what separates those of us who run to compete and those who run to finish. Bear in mind, that competition is many times with ourselves and not with the top runners in the field. Going into any race with 5,000 or more people is sure bet that this runner is only competing with himself. Goals are important to my racing strategy.

What happened to me during race was simple. The wheels began to come off at mile 12 and then it just got worse. No matter what I did, I just could not get back on track. The day was almost perfect. Cool temperatures, no wind, people lined the streets to cheer us on and the water stations were well equipped with workers and fluids. I could not have asked for more except out of myself.
You might think I am too tough on myself but I use my failures to improve my training methods and my overall motivation for the next race. Some people would throw in the proverbial towel but I just get more motivated. Maybe that is a true strength and I know I’m not alone.
So next time you have a race that doesn’t go according to plan use the experience to evaluate you training and expectations. You can’t win them all but you should never give up running a race you really love. Just know you’re not alone.
See you in the pack.
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